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Saturday, March 12, 2011

One year ago.

It was a year ago today when we found our baby no longer had a heartbeat. I know this isn't the type of anniversary one likes to remember, but it is obviously one I will never forget.

I can remember details like it was yesterday. The way the nurse said, "There's no hearbeat, just air."
Wanting to scream at the RE when he was asking me questions about my ob's office that I could never even answer under normal circumstances. How I collapsed against the wall in the hallway after we left the RE's office. Climbing into bed that afternoon and basically staying there for weeks.

Something else I will never forget? The amazing support you all gave and have continued to give to me in my journey. Thank you. I am forever grateful.


  1. Oh hon these are the horrible anniversaries but they are also the ones that give us strength and hope for a better future,,, Huge hugs...

  2. I hate these anniversaries. ((HUGS))