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Friday, April 23, 2010

Rewind or Fast Forward?

I hate bad days. Bad infertility days that decide to just pop up when you think you are doing ok. Days where I can do nothing but think about what I should be planning for--you know, my baby. Our baby that is no longer here with us. Instead we are planning for more fertility treatments.

Some days I don't know what I would rather have. A rewind or a fast forward button for life.


  1. Ugh, I totally feel ya. I keep telling my DH that I want it to be 7 week ago and at the same time I want it to be far enough into the future that it doesn't hurt so bad and I have a baby to hold! I have to keep reminding myself to "BE STILL & KNOW HE IS GOD" Hope your day gets better soon! [[[hugs]]]